Topic: Mix feelings, your opinion please - Please send positive vibes for Millie RTA (Sad news- RIP xx) (Read 35261 times)

alisonandarchie · « **Reply #272 on:** September 29, 2010, 22:13:37 PM »

Only just read it as well and so sorry Pav

Jasmine · « **Reply #271 on:** September 29, 2010, 14:29:33 PM »

Only just read this - so sorry Pav

I hope you are feeling calmer now.

You did a wonderful thing looking after Millie, and I hope you can begin to smile again and cherish her memory.

God Bless
XX

Tan · « **Reply #270 on:** September 29, 2010, 10:32:51 AM »

Me Three

Gill (sneakiefeline) · « **Reply #269 on:** September 28, 2010, 22:43:44 PM »

Quote from: Rosella moggy on September 28, 2010, 17:20:46 PM

Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you Pav and hope you're OK

Me too Pav and sending lots of love

Rosella moggy · « **Reply #268 on:** September 28, 2010, 17:20:46 PM »

Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you Pav and hope you're OK

Sylvia · « **Reply #267 on:** September 26, 2010, 22:43:27 PM »

I just wanted to say how very sorry I was to hear this, and to send you some of these

RIP Millie and play hard at the Bridge

Stuart · « **Reply #266 on:** September 26, 2010, 11:40:28 AM »

Daisymac · « **Reply #265 on:** September 26, 2010, 10:00:03 AM »

Pav, I have just seen this, I am so so sorry, you have Millie a wonderful year and you must never forget that, sending you loads and loads of

Bazsmum · « **Reply #264 on:** September 26, 2010, 02:51:56 AM »

Oh Pav I dont know what to say!

So sorry things have turned out this way...I am totally heartbroken for you!

RIP sweet Millie, play hard on Rainbow bridge xxx

Desley (booktigger) · « **Reply #263 on:** September 23, 2010, 20:18:09 PM »

I am so sorry to hear the sad news Pav, but you did wonders for her and allowed her to blossom with love, and enjoy her life, which she wouldn't have otherwise. Big hugs, and you know where I am if you want to talk. x

Dawn F · « **Reply #262 on:** September 23, 2010, 18:55:18 PM »

Pav I am so sorry, she knew you loved her

pappilon · « **Reply #261 on:** September 23, 2010, 18:33:57 PM »

Quote from: Tiggy's Mum - Helen on September 23, 2010, 18:23:39 PM

Sending more today, have emailed the video files to you

Thankyou so much Helen,it means alot having the video.x

Tiggy's Mum · « **Reply #260 on:** September 23, 2010, 18:23:39 PM »

Sending more

today, have emailed the video files to you

pappilon · « **Reply #259 on:** September 23, 2010, 18:19:16 PM »

Quote from: Fire Fox on September 23, 2010, 01:34:22 AM

Better for any animal to have a short happy life than a long one lived in fear or suffering. I am so so sorry to hear how you are grieving for your little angels, in time you will be able to smile as you remember the first time Millie purred or let you touch her or ventured out to play.

Thanks Fire Fox, i do believe in what you said and the only thing that gives me some comfort atm is knowing Millie had some happy times here in her short life i still dont know what happened in her first year with the owner that turned her to be so nervous and terrified of people, i cant believe it was only not being handled.But i know she was 6 weeks in rescue before i fostered her and all that time she was hiding in her bed and only came out at night when no one was around to eat and use the tray. She started here with night routine but gradually things got better.
Thankyou every one for your support the kind words means somuch to me , right now its so hard cuz the only thing i can see is her face yesterday so badly hurt not my little girl cheeky face, why people have to drive so fast on a side road i never understand but i know with time i will be able to look at her video and well remember her as she was. Once again Thankyou. Hugsx

Tan · « **Reply #258 on:** September 23, 2010, 17:01:11 PM »

I'm so sorry hunnie. You did all the right things for Millie , gave her love and understanding noone else showed her and you can see from the video she knew it too.

She will be looking down on you know hun together with all our bridge babes, she will always be with you in your heart.

Rest easy sweetheart .

Pav hun sending lots of love over and loads more of these

Gillian Harvey · « **Reply #257 on:** September 23, 2010, 12:10:55 PM »

Oh Pav, in tears for you

you worked wonders with Millie, thats obvious from the video. I'm so sorry

Gill (sneakiefeline) · « **Reply #256 on:** September 23, 2010, 01:48:48 AM »

The video is wonderful Pav and you need to remember how she was when she came to you and from that to her happiness and trust in you in the video

Kittybabe (Ruth) · « **Reply #255 on:** September 23, 2010, 01:42:55 AM »

Honey, huge hugs. Sent you a text, didn't want to wake you by calling. Wish I could give you a big hug. I had the pleasure of seeing Millie in her little comfort zone, helping you find her when she didn't want to be found

and seeing how you put every effort into giving her the quality of life she would never get with anyone else.

You did EVERYTHING right. I say this not as someone who is your friend, but as someone who witnessed it.

I'm thinking of you, and will call you tomorrow when its a sensible time.
X
xxxxx

Fire Fox · « **Reply #254 on:** September 23, 2010, 01:34:22 AM »

Better for any animal to have a short happy life than a long one lived in fear or suffering. I am so so sorry to hear how you are grieving for your little angels, in time you will be able to smile as you remember the first time Millie purred or let you touch her or ventured out to play.

pappilon · « **Reply #253 on:** September 23, 2010, 00:01:34 AM »

Thank You Helen

my e.mail is the same one you send the save a life tickets to. i really am grateful cuz i gave the disc to the rescue.
Sorry by typing these i am not trying to make my self feel better just want to make sense of this cruel life Millie was only 2 she deserved more.

I cant go to my bedroom she should be there now waiting to be brushed and have her rescue remedy rubbed to her ear and i just cant face going upstairs.
Today to this date is 14 months since i lost Phoebe and just too much to take in, i know it gets easier with time, it has to.
Thankx

Tiggy's Mum · « **Reply #252 on:** September 22, 2010, 23:37:14 PM »

Quote from: pappilon on September 22, 2010, 22:24:41 PM

she was so happy here she loved chasing birds and she was a hunter. I dont know i did try to find her a home i know she is not scared anymore.I really loved my little girl

That's what you need to focus on

Quote from: pappilon on September 22, 2010, 22:24:41 PM

she is on youtube on Mayhew site for 2 minutes if anyone can save it for me please ,cuz comes tomorrow they will remove everything

That video says it all to me Pav, you can see how happy she was and how much she trusted and loved you

I have googled how to do it and have downloaded a program to save videos from Youtube, I've converted it to MP4 format and Windows Media player format so you can save it as a file to be kept forever on your computer. Just let me know what email address you want me to send them to, if they're too big to email I'll pop them on a disc for you

Have also put it on my photobucket so you can watch it anywhere, anytime

http://s195.photobucket.com/albums/z202/Lucas_Riley/?action=view&current=MillieMP4format.mp4 This was the original youtube link as they may only remove the video from their own website and leave it on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNArvchzbws&feature=player_embedded

Such a beautiful girl

ginge66 · « **Reply #251 on:** September 22, 2010, 22:28:10 PM »

so sorry thinking of you

pappilon · « **Reply #250 on:** September 22, 2010, 22:24:41 PM »

Thank You everyone.

I know is too late now to think what if but i keep thinking what if some one else had fostered her maybe with more experience I have had cats for 45 years i always adopted older cats difficult to home and some times it took years for them to come around but Millie wouldn't let any one close i think she learned to trust me with time and i know she would have with some one else given chance. Many months ago i even bought a camera and managed to video her for 40 min she was still nervous but i thought if the rescue put the video on her page people could see she was gentle but scared. I dont know much about video and i asked a place to make a CD she is on youtube on Mayhew site for 2 minutes if anyone can save it for me please ,cuz comes tomorrow they will remove everything

She wont be there on rehoming page. I even had the vet to do a home visit about 10 weeks ago to give her the vaccination but he couldn't get to her she went really mad even she was in a closed room in the end he said is best to leave it because he said one of us is going to get hurt she went wild but as soon as they left she was fine. I keep thinking what else i could have done cats like Millie need so much time and patience i even thoughtof takig her back home with me but it wasnt right to put hr through travel, and i wont have a garden when i move back home.Sorry i am just trying to accept she is gone and i know she was so happy here she loved chasing birds and she was a hunter. I dont know i did try to find her a home i know she is not scared anymore.I really loved my little girl

JackSpratt · « **Reply #249 on:** September 22, 2010, 22:22:57 PM »

Pav, I've only just read this; I'm so sorry.

I don't think any words can make this better, but if you need to vent please message me. I'm sending you hugs - and Teresa is right; you never let Millie down.

clarenmax · « **Reply #248 on:** September 22, 2010, 22:12:19 PM »

Aw Pav sweetheart, I'm so very sorry

Please don't think you failed Millie in any way, what happened was an accident, not caused by anyone, and most definitely nothing to do with you

You showed this little girl such love and she had come on such a long way in your care

Tiggy's Mum · « **Reply #247 on:** September 22, 2010, 21:41:27 PM »

So sorry to hear she didn't make it

I know you probably won't be able to see this now, as the pain is too raw, but when things settle down you'll be able to see that you gave Millie everything a cat could wish for - love, affection and freedom and you absolulutely did not let her down

RIP little Millie, safe and sound at the Bridge by now, waiting until your Mum is ready to collect you xx

Remember Our Love

I was chosen that day
I'm learning to fly
the world took me away
but please don't you cry

And I chose you today
to try and be strong
so please don't you cry
and don't say that I'm gone

When you're feeling alone
just remember our love,
I'm up near the stars
looking down from above.

Remember our love
In a moment you'll see
that I'm still here beside you
when you're thinking of me.

Sam (Fussy_Furball) · « **Reply #246 on:** September 22, 2010, 21:25:14 PM »

Pa I know everyone has said it already but you really mustn't blame yourself. You did not let Millie down ... while she was with you she was loved and happy and you allowed her to do what she did best .. BE A CAT!!

My heart goes out to you at the terrible time and I know there are no words that will help to make you feel better at the moments.

RIP Millie .... playheard at the bridge little soul. Much loved and sorely missed.

Liz · « **Reply #245 on:** September 22, 2010, 20:58:15 PM »

Pav so sorry for your loss - you didn't let Millie down you loved her for being Millie

Rosella moggy · « **Reply #244 on:** September 22, 2010, 20:38:10 PM »

Completely gutted for you Pav

Will post again later if I can find any words that might soothe but you simply mustn't think you had any choice but to let her outside.

I have this minute let our Millie outside as she is also an outdoor girl and hates being kept in but also is a duvet girl on her terms. The fear is always there that something could happen but some cats simply cannot handle an indoor life

Gill (sneakiefeline) · « **Reply #243 on:** September 22, 2010, 20:34:57 PM »

Oh Pav, I have just come on and seen this and am so very sorry. You gave Millie the confidence to be happy with you and live like a normal cat and not cooped up in a cage. She loved you and will always thank you for what you gave her. Please dont blame yourself, she wanted to be free and explore and you allowed her this

RIP Millie, play hard on the Bridge and have left a pawprint in your humans heart.

Michelle (furbabystar) · « **Reply #242 on:** September 22, 2010, 20:33:59 PM »

Oh my goodness this is the first time I have seen this thread.....

(((((((((( PAV ))))))))))

I am so sorry, please don't blame yourself. Millie would not have been happy indoors, you did the right thing letting her out to be a CAT !

Sending you lots and lots of love xxx

sheryl · « **Reply #241 on:** September 22, 2010, 20:25:07 PM »

Oh Pav sweetie I am so so sorry - please dont blame yourself Hun, the only happiness Millie knew was with you and she knew how much you loved and cared for her.

Life is just so unfair sometimes, thinking of you and sending

RIP sweet Millie - have fun at the Bridge little one xxx

Janeyk · « **Reply #240 on:** September 22, 2010, 19:37:34 PM »

Aww Pav so sorry

pappilon · « **Reply #239 on:** September 22, 2010, 19:09:29 PM »

Thankyou.
sorry have to logoff now havebeencrying allday and i dont feel well.Thankyouevery one.

Teresa Pawcats · « **Reply #238 on:** September 22, 2010, 19:08:30 PM »

Pav
I just wrote you a long pm before you posted this.
Millie had the only love and happiness she ever knew during her time with you, and when you are over the shock you will begin to remember all the little ways that she told you that she loved you. Let her down, never you gave her a whole lifetime of happiness in your time together.

cazzer · « **Reply #237 on:** September 22, 2010, 19:05:13 PM »

so very sorry to hear your news. RIP Millie cat you'll never be forgottenx x

pappilon · « **Reply #236 on:** September 22, 2010, 18:56:35 PM »

I called the vet at 5.45 and they said Millie is taking her last breath, by the time i got there to be with her was too late

My little girl passed away alone and i wasnt there. I went and saw her i took her favourite shirt and her toy and left it with her she didnt look good they said it was nothing they could d it was toomuch for her. I was suppose to look after her and i let her down. :'(I know she is safe now.
RIP my sweet Millie.

cazzer · « **Reply #235 on:** September 22, 2010, 18:54:58 PM »

aw poor baby sending lots of

x

Ann Clarke (Tabby cat) · « **Reply #234 on:** September 22, 2010, 16:50:19 PM »

So sorry to hear about Millie, please don't blame yourself accidents happen and you have done everything you can to make her feel happy and loved.

Am sending lots of

and positive vibes to help Millie and you, I hope she pulls through.

Author Topic: Mix feelings, your opinion please - Please send positive vibes for Millie RTA (Sad news- RIP xx) (Read 35261 times)