I had to take ziggy for his annual injections/check up yesterday. When I opened up his record card folder, out fell Shadows. (My beloved shadow was killed RTA last year).
That did it, tears and upset, it really then became a stress to take Ziggy to the vets for his annual check up. It seemed so...silly... that I was so upset. All I was doing was taking Ziggy for his annual check up!!
Then as we sat in the waiting room,a lovely black cat in a basket reminded me of my shadow. And a man sat there, with a dog, the man was upset I could tell, he then told me his dog was blind and was there to be put to sleep.
Well thast did it, tears and upset again. What a stressful trip to the vets!
My Shadow has been gone 4 months and still I get real upset at times, I miss him so much, and did not realise it until yesterday quite how much he is still missed.