thank you all
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i have filled out a form at Cats Protection as a volunteer, somedays i feel like i would like to adopt a new friend but then i get very anxious and unsure.
Another Saturday has passed, that is 14 now without you.
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Almost 4 months and i can't believe it, sometimes i wish it was all just a dream and then i wake up from this nightmare.
I still think about the last meal i gave you on boxing day, i was carving the turkey, turned around and there you were...
sitting silently behind me, you crafty boy!
You had an extra special last meal, you ate every bit gorgeous
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