or sometimes suzy.... or susie....
my baby girl. thought it was about time i introduced her to you properly.
i got her when i was about 4 and apparently, though i dont remember, i picked her the second i saw her from a whole litter.
she was my absolute angel and i loved her to bits....
she died nearly 3 years ago when i had to get her pts... she was slowing down so much and it was the kindest thing to do, though for me it was honestly one of the worst days of my life, i will never forget how devestated i was and still now it physically hurts me to remember.... i was howling with tears in the vets.... in tears now as well....
she was never the most cuddley of cats, though was more so in her older age, and mine, but we loved each other so much... if i was upset she'd be there.... i vividly remember after a knee operation when i was about 11 her hopping onto my leg - a very unusual occurence at that time, clearly wanting to make me feel better... remember my guilt at having to throw her off cos it was agony too...
she had the softest ever fur.... it really was unbelievable and she had a huge amount of it! she tended to look... ahem, somewhat round, but it really was all fur!!! and had a habit of sitting down and leaving a huge pile of fur behind her!
so here's some photos of my baby... i miss her so much....
i apologise if this isnt the best tribute ever but... i'm not that good with words and it really does still hurt thinking about her... although i do adore the memories as well...
dont know what more to say really....
i miss you every day sweetheart and the tree above you in the garden is a constant reminder how beautiful you were... you know i talk to you still when i'm home... i love you baby... flufflebum... hope youre playing so hard XXX
(the photos are of photos so not the best....)
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