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« Reply #35 on: April 13, 2007, 05:19:39 AM »
Helen what a wonderful tribute to Tiggy.  What a beautiful and special cat.  I am so very sorry that you had to make that decision that we all dread but you did it for Tiggy.  She obviously had a wonderful life with you after such a shakey start.  RIP Tiggy

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« Reply #34 on: April 11, 2007, 15:06:04 PM »
Oh my goodness my heart sank when i saw Tiggy's name.

Am absolutley choked, the last time i was on i was cooing over the photos of her in her tent.

Such a beautiful girl. RIP Tiggy

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« Reply #33 on: April 07, 2007, 21:43:14 PM »
i wasnt around on here when tiggy left for rainblow bridge, but when i came back i saw that she had gone and i was really devestated for you, your love for her was truly massive.  it taken me this long to build up to reading what i knew would be such a moving tribute, and i was right, many tears.
she will always be with you and will never be replaced or forgotten.

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« Reply #32 on: March 16, 2007, 21:46:58 PM »
Tears are rolling down my face as I read your lovely tribute Helen ,  I wish that I could give you a big hug for being so brave. Rest in peace  little Tigger 

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« Reply #31 on: March 06, 2007, 19:44:04 PM »
So very sorry to be reading the news Helen, big hugs to you xxx
R.I.P. Tiggy xxx

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« Reply #30 on: March 05, 2007, 19:49:56 PM »
What beautiful words for a beautiful girl - RIP Tiggy, play hard at the bridge special girl xxx
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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #29 on: March 05, 2007, 17:00:45 PM »
Oh Helen I'm so sorry.  I've only just caught up with Tiggy's story and know just how you must be feeling.  Your tribute is a credit to her and to you.  I can't say anything that hasn't already been said but my thoughts are with you.   :hug:  :hug:

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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #28 on: March 04, 2007, 09:56:57 AM »
Helen, thanks for sharing your tribute with us. Tiggy is beautiful; she'll always be beautiful and your wee furry girl. You've been so brave and loved her so much for so long. Bless you both
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« Reply #27 on: March 03, 2007, 16:45:31 PM »
A beautiful tribute  :Luv:
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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #26 on: March 03, 2007, 15:10:48 PM »
(((Helen)))

I cant see the screen through tears -
Words are also failing me at this moment

All i can do is send you a Hug and much love

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« Reply #25 on: March 02, 2007, 21:35:31 PM »
Helen im so so sorry to hear about Tiggy, ive just caught up with the posts and im truly devastated for you. Such a beautiful fitting tribute you wrote for her and it moved me more than I can say.

You had your beautiful girl for 18 happy years and she has left you with a lifetime of memories.  I remember the posts about her little tent you set up for her and how happy she looked in there.  How happy she was with you and its obvious to me and everyone else on here how much love you shared. 

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« Reply #24 on: March 02, 2007, 20:52:11 PM »
I am speechless !

What a life, what a journey and what a truly wonderful tribute.

RIP Tiggy.

You and your Mummy clearly made each other very, very happy.

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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #23 on: March 02, 2007, 19:23:12 PM »
 :'(

I'm so sorry to hear Tiggy has gone.  Just reading your tribute to her had me in tears.  I can remember when you set up her little tent.

Bye bye Tiggy.  You will be missed.

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« Reply #22 on: March 02, 2007, 11:49:40 AM »
I can't really add anything more, or anything different, to what has already been said. Tiggy was a very special cat, and you were clearly a fantastic mum to her.

RIP Tiggy.
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« Reply #21 on: March 02, 2007, 09:48:22 AM »
Beautiful tribute to your little girl Helen, she grew more beautiful as the years went by.

RIP little Tiggy. You will be sorely missed. x

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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #20 on: March 02, 2007, 08:22:14 AM »
What a lovely story and a lovely tribute.   What a good life she had with you, Helen.  You were both very lucky to share something so special.

I think the quote that Mark posted is so true.  You never stop missing them or hurting because you've lost them but it does become part of you and your life experiences.  I hope it won't be too long before you smile when you think of her and all the happy times you shared.

RIP Tiggy.  Play hard at the bridge and keep an eye on Magpie for me.

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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #19 on: March 02, 2007, 07:28:43 AM »
What a lovely tribute to a lovely girl - so lucky to have ended up with such a wonderful owner after such a bad start in life, and to have had such a wonderful life. I am glad you have such wonderful memories, they will help you. RIP little one, loved by so many.
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« Reply #18 on: March 01, 2007, 22:55:40 PM »
What a wonderful tribute to Tiggy. You gave her a wonderful life against the odds.

It's sad but you have a lot to remember her by. Hopefully the sorrow will lessen over time but

It brought to mind some lines from "Torch Song Trilogy" after Arnold's partner dies.

Arnold: Ma... I miss him.

Ma: Give yourself time, Arnold. It gets better... But, Arnold, it never goes away. You can work longer hours, adopt a son, fight with me, whatever... it'll still be there. But that's all right, it becomes a part of you, like learning to wear a ring or a pair of eyeglasses. You get used to it. And that's good. It's good, because it makes sure you don't forget. You don't want to forget him, do you?


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« Reply #17 on: March 01, 2007, 22:48:09 PM »
I'm crying for you and for Tiggy, Helen. She was a beautiful, remarkable cat and she had the most fantastic life with you - the best any cat could ask for.

Your tribute to her is lovely.
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« Reply #16 on: March 01, 2007, 20:05:55 PM »
Helen,

Tiggy was a beautiful gentle little soul who will remain forever in your heart and the hearts of all who knew her.  Your tribute is truly fitting.

RIP Beautiful Darling Tiggy x

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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #15 on: March 01, 2007, 20:02:19 PM »
Helen, that is a beautiful tribute. When someone tells you "it's the kindest thing to do" it's utterly painful because you know you have to, but you don't want to so much.

Tiggy sounds like she was an amazing personality and a lot of it came through in everything you posted about her. But the MAIN thing that came through was the unconditional love that you had for her. You were lucky to have Tiggy in your life, and she was equally lucky to have you.
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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #14 on: March 01, 2007, 19:15:51 PM »
Oh Helen,

Im still crying, like lots of others Ive read your posts aboutTiggy and the love you had for her and her for you shone through.  You did the only thing you could. She is in a far better place now.

RIP Tiggy.

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« Reply #13 on: March 01, 2007, 18:48:30 PM »
Hi Helen,

I know I do not know you very well but I have read so many of your threads about Tiggy and I felt so touched reading this thread - it is obvious Tiggy was loved so much in the years that you had her, and it seems you did everything you could to help her live a long and happy life.

I only realised what had happened when I read your title under the picture on your posts - I couldn't believe what I saw at first - me and my oh have just read this thread together and also have read your other thread and shed a few tears for the gorgeous girl.

Sending lots of furry love and purrs from my three  :hug:

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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #12 on: March 01, 2007, 18:43:01 PM »
Helen,

What a wonderful tribute to a beautiful, gentle, loving and much loved speical friend. 

RIP Tiggy you and your Mummy had some very speical times over the years and you will be sorely missed little one by everyone who had the pleasure of knowing you - including all your internet friends.

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Re: Tiggy... April 1988 - 26.02.07 Forever and Always xx
« Reply #11 on: March 01, 2007, 18:34:54 PM »
RIP Little Princess. You are truly loved.

So heartbreaking, little one but I know you are happy at the Bridge playing with all your new friends. Give Fuddles a paw cuddle for me ok? 

Much loved by your mummy, sweet one, and missed by all of us.

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« Reply #10 on: March 01, 2007, 18:34:20 PM »
What a lovely story of Tiggys life.

I'm still so sad for you Helen as it is you who is left with the broken heart...Tiggy is free and rejuvenated and probably having a wonderful time altho I'm sure she will miss her cuddles with you.

I think you should get my favorite photo of her enlarged and framed as centre piece on your wall...its a wonderful photo (the one of her on the wall aged 10 years)

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« Reply #9 on: March 01, 2007, 18:25:13 PM »
RIP Tiggy, you are such a beautiful girl.

Misa is comforting me, such a sweet boy he is so concerned.

You gave Tiggy a wonderful life Helen and the pictures show how happy she was.  :hug:

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« Reply #8 on: March 01, 2007, 18:20:18 PM »
Only just read this. I am so sorry for your loss. It made me cry, not just little tears but bigs rolling ones which Menue licked off my face.

R.I.P Tiggy. I hope there are plenty of mices to chase where you are.

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« Reply #7 on: March 01, 2007, 18:02:21 PM »
Helen, this is such a beautiful tribute to a beautiful girl.  I do hope that as the days and weeks go by gradually you will be able to remember Tiggy more and more with a smile instead of a tear.    God bless Tiggy, you could not have been more loved.
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« Reply #6 on: March 01, 2007, 18:01:05 PM »
What a lovely tribute to beautiful Tiggy
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« Reply #5 on: March 01, 2007, 17:07:24 PM »
Sorry, in tears.

RIP Tiggy, watch out for Fang - he might lead you astray!

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« Reply #4 on: March 01, 2007, 16:57:55 PM »
Helen,

I have only just read about your heart ache & have cried twice, can't believe she's gone, so sorry I haven't been around to offer you the support you gave me earlier in the year.

I think once in a life time we are touched by a kindred soul, someone whom we have a very special bond with, Tiggy was definitely yours...and will remain with you, in your heart, forever.

God Bless the beautiful Tiggy please and look after her Mum.

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« Reply #3 on: March 01, 2007, 16:23:56 PM »
Well I'm in bits Helen. What a lovely story of Tiggy's life.  You were both lucky to have found one another and have such a long time together. She was a very beautiful girl. RIP sweetie.

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« Reply #2 on: March 01, 2007, 16:21:10 PM »
Helen that is a beautiful tribute to Tiggy, my heart really reaches out to you.  Tiggy had a long and very happy life after such an awful start it could have been so different if it were not for you and your family.

Rest in peace Tiggy loved by your mum and everybody else on this forum.



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Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free.
I'm following the path that has been laid you see.

I took the hand when I heard the call, 
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day.
To run, to love, to meow or play.

things left undone must stay that way.
I found that peace at the close of the day.
If my parting has left a void, then fill
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A friendship shared, a stroke, a kiss.
Oh yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow.
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.

My life's been full, I savoured much.
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief.
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and peace to thee.
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Tiggy go and run free, find your brother Benji and make lots of new friends.  If you see Cleo, Milly and Jess, please make friends with them because they are constantly in my thoughts.

Much love Tiggy xxx
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« Reply #1 on: March 01, 2007, 15:49:29 PM »
Tiggy was abandoned on a skip with her brother at just a few weeks old, a kind man found them and took them into the vets who handreared them.  Tiggy was described as the runt of the litter (how dare they!), she and her brother came home to live with me and my family at just 4 weeks old.  She had to be fed a substitute cat milk 4 or 5 times a day and had some health scares as a tiny baby. 

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On Bank Holiday Monday all those years ago she was rushed to the vets as she couldn't wee, the vet manually expressed her bladder but then told us the devastating news that she had a congenital hip deformity, dermatitis and possibly FIP.  They said that the likelihood was that she would be incontinent for the rest of her life, I was devastated - I was 10 years old and she was my first kitten.  We took her home and continued to care for her but she had to be separated from her brother.  I told my Mum that it would be OK, I'd wear an apron when I was cuddling her!  The vet could not have been more wrong - the congenital hip deformity turned out to be because her hips were pushed out so much by the overfull bladder, the dermatitis was mashed up kitten food stuck to her face and there was no FIP!



She was such a special little girl, so affectionate and gentle.  We used to play fighty bitey, which involved her wrestling my hand and arm but if she got a bit over enthusiastic I would say 'soft paws' and she would pull her claws in and carry on fighting.  I adored my little girl, she was a cheeky, loving little thing but didn't really like being picked up very much and didn't like her back being touched.  She cut one of the pads on her paw when she was a few years old and so she had to have stitches and an elizabethan collar on to stop her picking at the stitches.  The cone was bigger than the cat flaps so we left them open so her brother could still get out.  I remember looking out of the window one day to see my little cone head scuttling down the street, she had managed to get through two cat flaps, jumped over a high fence and was seen wandering down the street at the front!  The collar changed her in that after she had it on she suddenly loved being picked up and would allow her back to be stroked, so I had everything I could have ever wished for - a cheeky loving little girl who loved cuddles!  She was bit of an adventurer, when she was about 10 I was in my bedroom with her and she slipped out of the window on to the bay window roof below, she slid down the tiles with her claws out desperately trying to hang on - my parents were sat in the living room and saw a flailing ginger ball falling to the ground - no harm done - a limp for a day or two!

  Aged two

  Aged five

  Aged seven

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When I moved out my little girl came with me and the bond grew stronger, she was truly like a child to me.  She was diagnosed as being hyperthyroid at the age of 14.  I was devastated, her brother had died unexpectedly 3 years earlier and I was terrified that she would die too.  The vet explained that she could either have an operation or daily medication, I couldn't face putting her through an op - I couldn't take the risk that I would lose her no matter how small.  I opted for the tablets which had to be taken twice daily, she was such a good girl and took them in various treats.  The medication worked and her thyroid levels returned to normal although she had to have regular blood tests to make sure.  In the summer of 2005 I noticed she was drinking a lot, we were having a heat wave and I hoped it was because it was so hot but took her to the vets as a precaution, the test results came back - she had kidney failure - CRF.  Again I was devastated, I asked the vet how long she might have left.  He said that given her age 5 - 7 months was probably realistic.  I set about educating myself, the vet had given her daily tablets but I wanted to do everything possible to keep my girl healthy for as long as possible.  I researched various medications and supplements and my vet agreed to let her take them, she had another 20 months with me after diagnosis and it was not the CRF that took her. 

She was so affectionate, every night she would come to bed and sleep on 'her' pillow on her side of the bed.  She would gently drop off to sleep purring and would stretch out a paw so she was touching my hand or face.  I have to admit that she was spoilt,  if I was dishing my dinner up and she came into the kitchen I would let my dinner go cold while I made her something to eat, usually some gently pan fried chicken breast with the edges cut off!  She was so gentle and tolerated anything, I used to give her a manicure - she would lay there while I clipped her claws and cleaned in the crevices of her nails.  She couldn't meow so used to do a silent meow instead, she would open her little mouth like a goldfish and the only sound that could be heard was the opening and closing of her mouth.  She adored headkisses and would press her little head against my face demanding it be kissed, I was only too happy to oblige  :)

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Tiggy took steroids (feline junkie!) to perk her up throughout the CRF, the steroids usually lasted 4 weeks, infact when my vet first started her on them he said that with his own cat the steroids lasted 4, then 3 weeks and when they only lasted two weeks he had to let his cat go.  In February this year she began to go off her food and the steroids didn't seem to last as long, I took her to the vets and they gave her another steroid jab.  I got home and was just about to leave for work when she vomited with blood in, I rushed her back to the vets and they gave her an antibiotic.  She perked up completely by the next day as was back to her usual trick of waking me up in the early hours of the morning trampling on my head, purring at 100 decibels (she couldn't meow for some reason so made up for it with her purr!) and pawing at my face.

Just 10 days later she was off her food again, on the Sunday I knew that it was probably time to let her go.  She spent most of the day asleep in her little tent that I had made for her, I got some pillows and a snuggly fleece and set up camp next to her.  I spent the whole day stroking her head, cradling her paw while she slept and telling her how much I loved her.  I had an appointment at the vets the next day at 4:45, I decided that I would make an earlier appointment in case there was something they could do and if the news was bad then I would bring her back home to spend one last day with her and take her back for the evening appointment.  I woke up that morning with my little girl standing over my pillow purring very gently, I kissed her head over and over and told her how much I loved her.  I was hoping this was a sign and that the vets would be able to give her something to make her feel better.  I made an appointment for 09:20, I honestly believed that she would be coming home as she seemed a little happier.

When we saw the vet he felt around and was lingering too long in one spot, while he was doing this she seemed to give up and went from standing to laying on her side.  The vet told me that he could feel a lump, I asked where and he said the small intestine.  I then asked if she was in pain, he said probably not but that she obviously felt poorly rather than in pain.  I continued to stroke her frail little body, I knelt down and looked into my precious little girl's eyes, she was still laying there with her head resting on the table like she had given up and when I looked into her eyes I saw that she could not go on any longer.  I asked the vet if I should let her go, he said that it would be the kindest thing to do and that it was like her coming to the end of her natural life, we could have tried the steroids again but he said that they would only last a few days again and then she would have to go through this again.

I chose to let my little girl go, I gently cradled her face as the vet gave her the injection into her front leg.  Her head went limp as though she was sleeping and then she was gone.  It was very peaceful but heartbreaking nonetheless.  I stroked her and kissed her little head, I asked her to send me a rainbow to let me know that she had arrived at the Bridge safely and told her that I was sorry but that I had done it for her because I loved her so much and didn't want her to suffer.

So, my little girl is gone.  Words cannot express how much I love and miss her, I can't wait until I can think of her and remember the happy times instead of feeling sad that she is no longer here.  This is the last picture that I took of her she was, unusually for her, asleep in her little tent.  It was taken on the 16th February, 10 days before she left for Rainbow Bridge.



Forever and always baby xx

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