Thank you.
I get Sophie's ashes back on Friday I think.
I have to confess I kiss all my bridge babies photos every night and still tell Smartie he is mummy's special boy i had that put on his casket .
I miss all of them so much , the house feels empty, there is no- one lying on their back in front of the fire, no- one helping me eat my tea every night .
Fifi just sleeps and has never been overly sociable, Winston is affectionate, but goes to bed a lot ( him and Fifi are almost 14 ) Pandora will sleep on the sofa a few feet away, but there is no cuddler , that was Smarties job and no one else cuddles, and no one will cuddle like he did ,right into my shoulder and holding my hand.