I feel exactly the same as Clare, there is a need to remember every detail - I think it helps the grieving process somehow.
For me its also to help me remember that I did absolutely everything I could for my boy, as sometimes I do sit and think the 'what if's....', its way to make me realise there was nothing else I could have tried
When reading it I can see that I did all I could for her but as you say there are always the "what if's" ......
Its also nice to see that she had so many good days too, they deff out weighed the bad ones...
And the support I got from you guys was amazing, thank you again x
I just want to send a hug to all those who miss their babies -