I lost My Hamish on the 5th of September, And I AM Dreading the first Year without Him :'(
The Pain isn't as Intense as It was, But the Hurt still remains, mainly at Night and the Morning's
Hamish would come under the duvet every night until I put my head down (I'm a restless sleeper)
then He would go to the bottom of the bed with Misty and sleep with Him, I miss "not" being
able to stretch my legs out because of a warm lump stopping me.. and every Morning, It was
Hamish who would waken me for His Breakfast, Misty Just wait's patiently.
They say it get's better, it's only a matter of Time. But I still have to have My first xmas
without Hamish, New Year, Spring, Summer etc
Thinking of You :hug:
:RIP: Casper :Luv: and Look out for Hamish
I sat on your bed last night
I came to have a peep,
I could see that you were crying
and you found it hard to sleep,
I Purred to you softly
as you brushed away a tear,
its me’ I haven’t left you, I’m well
I’m fine, I’m here,
I was close to you at breakfast
I watched you pour your tea,
you were thinking of the many times
your hands reached out to me,
I walked with you towards the house
as you fumbled for your key,
I gently put my Paw on you
I smiled and said 'its me'
you looked so very tired
and sank into a chair,
I tried so hard to let you know
that I was standing there,
its possible for me to be
so near to you every day,
to say to you with certainty
I never went away,
you sat there very quietly then smiled
I think you knew,
in the stillness of the evening
I was very close to you,
now the day is over.....I Purr
and watch you yawning,
and say good night, god bless,
i'll see you in the morning,
and when the time is right for you
to cross the brief divide,
i'll rush across to greet you
and we'll stand side by side,
I have so many things to show you
there is so much for you to see,
be patient, live your journey out
then come home to be with me.